You Should Have Fun With It
Sorry for a light week of fluff posts – it’s been that kind of week. Not without its fun, though, as I’ve been “practicing” with butt plugs so that my husband can more easily fuck me, which is always a...
View ArticleChapter 4: Shit Just Got Real (Part 1)
Previously: Chapter 1: Beginnings … Chapter 2: Chicago … Chapter 3: The Application I stumbled on the Recon profile of a colleague, and soon was forced to admit that I was indeed a wannabe kinkster....
View ArticleChapter 4: Shit Just Got Real (Part 2)
Read Part 1 first! Ethan would accept me into training whenever he and where ever he wanted. That Friday, after torturing my brain thinking about it, I got home from the gym to find my house burgled....
View ArticleChanges Part 1: Becoming a Fitter Boy
This year is a year of intense change for me, chapters closing, new ones starting, all in the pursuit of a life and lifestyle that I want. I believe in going for the things one wants, never just...
View ArticleChanges Part 2: Hello Colorado
So more big changes: my husband and I finally made the move from NYC to Colorado. We’ve been here about three weeks now … and we already love it. We were in New York for about six years. New York is a...
View ArticleBDSM vs. The Temple of the Holy Spirit
A friend was recently challenged by someone about whether their kinky lifestyle could possibly mesh with their Christian faith. The challenger relied on the passage from I Corinthians 6 that says...
View Articleblablabla ouch blablabla life blablabla sweaty
So in an effort to post more in general, even when I’m not feeling particularly creative, kinky, or otherwise cogent, I’ve decided to post more of the mundane. After all, I can’t be brilliant in every...
View ArticleChapter 5: Well, That Was Different
Previously: Chapter 4 Accepted into service, kindnapped, thrown in the back of a van and driven someplace far away. Dropped in a hot, damp room. Questioned under hot lights, heard some poor slave get...
View ArticleBoy Becoming
In every block of marble I see a statue as plain as though it stood before me, shaped and perfect in attitude and action. I have only to hew away at the rough walls that imprison the lovely apparition...
View ArticleWhen Your Ex Starts Doing Porn
You know what's weird? When you're clicking through your daily porn feed and see a picture, thinking to yourself, "Huh, that guy looks like my ex-boyfriend D—," and on closer inspection, realize that...
View ArticleChapter 6: Welcome to Your New Life, (Shit Head) [Part 1]
The six basic rules rattled around in my head. I repeated them over and over so I wouldn’t forget one. Having no idea what punishment would be like, but seeing just how crooked Ethan’s mind could get,...
View ArticleChapter 6: Welcome to Your New Life, (Shit Head) [Part 2]
The next morning I woke to light thwacks of the riding crop through the bars. I opened my eyes to see Ethan in boxers and a wife-beater (boy-beater?). “Get up, boy.” He unlocked the cage and I crawled...
View ArticleShame, Kink, and Privacy
Leatherati has had some interesting articles lately on kink shame; and I've seen a (somewhat obnoxious) video floating around espousing the basic tenets of coming out as kinky to friends or family. And...
View ArticleDamn! It Feels Good To Be Called “boy”
Last night was my and my husband’s anniversary. We’re not much for pomp so as usual we just spent the day together. My plan was to simply go to a nice dinner, then come home, share a shower and have...
View ArticleWould You Rather?
Today I played a little game on my porno tumblr – people sent me Would You Rather? questions, and I answered them. It was fun! Especially since I was working from a coffee shop and had to use my laptop...
View ArticleAnother Way I Know I’m a Sub/Boy
There are lots of little vignettes of how I know – I mean how I truly know – that I’m a “boy.” I guess it’s a lot like the question of how one knows he’s gay. It just feels right, everything clicks,...
View ArticleBack in Service
I’ve been missing from this blog lately but that’s only because writing cogent and well thought out blog entries is really damn hard sometimes. But the reality, I hope you’ll be pleased to know, is...
View ArticlePower Play in Public
Some men just exude power. I had coffee the other day with a Dom sort of guy. On the surface he was nice, very attractive, and generally on the up and up though private in his profile. Coffee is...
View ArticleOn Personal Growth, The Gym, and Taking Orders
I’ve mentioned before that I believe a man, and especially a boy, must continually work to improve himself and grow. Over the last couple of years, my two key areas of growth have been in my submission...
View ArticleDinner is Served
A few weeks after our introductory encounter, my Dom/switch friend, “Rick,” and I met again. This time, he’d asked his boyfriend about my serving both of them, and his response was “Well, could he make...
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